farewell I

I hope I can stand it…
I hope it would be the last day I will call you -----,
For I have seen that you live your life right now with satisfaction,
I’ve noticed that happiness drawn in your face today like I’ve never seen it before.Stay happy and focused.
i will always be here sitting pretty,
Celebrates with you for your achievements and prays for you if you have problems..
It might sound funny,
but I like you more,
Than of what you have noticed.
i still have the smiles drawn in my face every time you were there.
And I can even remember the pains I felt when I thought of you with another girl.
But now, I can merely accept the truth that this is not the right time,
You give joy to my life,I might be too showy..
but i am what i am.And for me,
it is the simple way of saying goodbye..
To the old puypuy, jean, pol..And hello to the new me.!

P.S. everything remains the same, but not the things I’ve done to you that makes you think that you were obliged to do so.
Thank you for the happiness you’ve given to me.
You make me smile when I’m sad.
More power and go higher!!Always remember…
I will always be your -----,
a very malicious friend,
And will always be your hopeless romantic friend.!
FIONA…Already moved on with SHREK..
And now, trying to forget DONKEY…
LORD FARQUAAD...dont cha ever come..
cause if you will, it will only endure another pain...:-l

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farewell II

All I want is to keep a distance with him, and not to communicate at all.
I thought all the things I want would make me happy,
but the truth it doesn’t working at all.
Instead, it only makes me frustrate.
Frustrated to the things I’ve never really expected nor imagine to happen this way.
I was flooded with projects and problems,
and yet bombarded with the pains I felt every time our path crosses,
and our eyes meets, thinkin’ that this I felt for him right now,
would make us destructed in our studies.
I want to be happy to see him satisfied and focused,
but my heart and mind insisting I am happier to be closer to him.
And show this “infatuation” I have for him.
Coz it sound ridiculous but I cant imagine me fallin with other guy..^_^
There are nights before I sleep,
and times that I’m at the corner of my room thinkin
that you have might read this piece I made because of you,
that you are my silent reader. If that really happens,
I know you can even recognize for whom I am writing this so,
please do not leave a comment. Amisyu.mishurteks.mishurboys.aymisarbanding.aimismaichardyer.mishu.. HWGPJDZHCCNSKey: LOVE

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just a thought

What is this im feelin'?
a feeling so strong, A LOVE or INFATUATION?
how can you differ love from infatuation.

Is this LOVE, when your mind was set to don't get close to him, yet your heart insisting you want to be with him..

Is this LOVE, when you said to your friends I dont want to go to somewhere for maybe he was also there, but then your heart shouting you're really want to be there..

Is this LOVE, when you dont want to hold his possessions, but when you see those things held with other, you want to grab it and say it was mine..

Is this LOVE, when you decided not to do it for he might think he was obliged to do it so, But then you were still doing it all over again..

Is this LOVE, When you ask God not to be close him, But at the end of every prayer you will able to say "if he also likes me... sana sya n lng pra sakin..."

Is this LOVE, when you dont react when you met, you dont drop a comment to his shoutout, you dont send him private messages, in simple words, you are not interacting with him... but then you were still destructed because every now and then his thoughts were always on your mind..

Is this LOVE, when you dont want to see him, yet you know you were going to the place where he is and as ever as possible, you wear your best dress, and spray your over seductive and poisonous fragrance... -just a thought.. LOVE or INFATUATION? lol

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I was really inspired by him

a guy who was almost 2 yrs ago was just my "ordinary classmate" But then unexpectedly became my "special friend"A friend who has been my companion When were going to or from our M*** class...

A friend who I dont want to laugh by my friends and class mates, bu then I didnt able to defend him..

A friend of mine who not because of his effort on writing our final project almost 2 yrs ago ables me pass...

A friend who became my resort when I was on deep pain because of a common friend...

A friend who was according to my friends a very boring person, was the friend who makes me happy and ables me to temporarily forget my problems....

A friend who was captures our class moments and bondings, was also the friend who captures my heart...

A friend who was before good in trash talk, was now my inspiration to grow spiritually...

A friend who makes me realize that i know nothing in the faith and religion I grew...I never been expected him to be my friend than an inspiration,but for now, i have no regrets for he makes me matured emotionally and spiritually...

A friend of mine, that compared by my friend to a zombie of PVZ,donkey on Shrek, that according to them was not talented...is as of now, the songer of my life...he might not acknowledge this, he might not aware of this,but im happy to met him =)

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